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It's been a bad day today ... hence the red eyes. I had a huge crying fit at the psychologists, plus very nearly an anxiety attack. Aren't psychologists supposed to help you ? Aren't they supposed to make you feel better ?

I HATE DEPRESSION ! I HATE FEELING LIKE THE WALKING DEAD ! I HATE THE MONOTONY AND TIREDNESS AND EMPTINESS !

I take my medication, I see a psychologist, I do everything I can to keep my life as stress-free as is humanly possible ... but I still feel dead inside most of the time.

Is this as good as it gets ? I don't want this. If this is all my life is going to be (and the reality of it is that I will NEVER be well) ... then I don't want it. I'm not saying I want to die ... this isn't about suicide. What I AM saying, is that I don't want to live like this, but I don't know how to make it better.



A warning:

Do not leave comments along the lines of, "Oh, I was depressed once, and like, I just got out and exercised/ate well/meditated/took up a new interest/kicked myself in the arse and got over it," et-fucking-cetera. If you got over it that easy, you weren't depressed ... you were a little bit sad for a little while.

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=dragonmaster12 Mar 27, 2008, 5:42:35 AM
right we gotta talk then hun, because i know for a fact i ain't gonna stop attempting to give you something nice to think about once in a while, depression sucks ass, and i'm not gonna launch into that type of lecture.

so speak soon have a nice chat about whatever and etc, okay?

:) see you around

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Cal
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~UnhingedSerendipity Mar 27, 2008, 2:11:55 PM
Thanks Cal. You're a sweetheart. :)

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I am what I am.

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=dragonmaster12 Mar 28, 2008, 4:23:36 AM
cool now get your ass on MSN so i can mke you feel horrible... lol i mean great :P messing around just get your bum on msn and we'll have a chat
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~UnhingedSerendipity Mar 28, 2008, 6:01:38 PM
Told you it's near impossible to get me on MSN ... lol. Better luck next time hey :)

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I am what I am.

Gallery: [link]
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=dragonmaster12 Mar 29, 2008, 5:51:29 AM
lol one day we'll have a chat you can bet on it
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~PHREAXXOR May 14, 2008, 10:13:19 PM
I'm sorry you feel that way :(

And you're right, if someone is that depressed, then they don't just "get over it."

I've been going through depression since I was about...12...and I'm STILL not over it.

I know this is a late comment to when the picture was posted, but I hope you feel better. Even if it's just a little bit.

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Disappear your life forever, Body form and all.
Spirit, Soul, and Musement, Will never leave my heart.
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From the Earth below, To the Stars Above, You'll never leave the Cosmos.
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~UnhingedSerendipity May 20, 2008, 11:02:16 PM
I really appreciate your comments and yes, I am feeling a bit better. Every day is a new adventure ... but at least today it's been a good adventure.

Like myself, I hope you can learn strategies to cope with the depression as we both know it'll probably never be gone ... only managed.

:hugs:

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I am what I am.

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